still here :)

hi hi, i m very much still alive and kicking. and surviving dent school. deactivated my twitter and now abandoning my blog but i am channeling my thoughts somewhere else at the moment :) if i feel right i ll share it over here. at the mean time, i ve been drinking tea every single day. i know its just tea. but i need a few cups. and they are really black tea. cant live without it. and yea i know its been 3 weeks since i last arrived here but it feels like ages and ages ago!

update : ok new address : www.whitetissues.tumblr.com

not really a blog but a place where i regurgitate my thoughts

had a tiring first day of 5th year. was just orientation but had a glimpse of what’s to come for the next few weeks. maybe im pmsing. or just tired. or homesick. but i felt so down today that i had to go get some earl grey to calm me down. and i just found out that earl grey do have some calming effect etc *click* so yes. i m sipping some tea and listening to yuna :) totally made my day.

home

1. blue skies on the flight back to christchurch. flight was full but i had a whole row of 3 seats to myself :)
2. went to farmer’s market today and bought some mixed fruits for $4/kg. got some peaches, plums and nectarines. mom would love these!
3. my first cooked meal back home. simple but reminded me of mom’s cooking
4. last pumpkin soup before i left
5. breakfast one day. dad made the smoked salmon omelet
6. mom knows i love bittergourd so she made this for dinner one last time for me
7. red wine mee suah
8. mom made us this really yummy dory for dinner :)
9. refreshing juice with peach during lunch, by mom
10. mackarel and seafood fettuccine :)
11. mom knows i love lala so she cooked this one day
12. salsa that i made to go with nachos

so ya all the food were mostly from my last week back in malaysia. being back in dunedin feels strange. this country is as beautiful as i remembered it to be, but at the same time a part of me just didnt want to love this place too much hehe. doing my groceries alone felt werid. cooking for myself etc really cant believe its me and myself for the next 10 months. got a bit sick after i touched down. fever and a bit of breathlessness. panadol and my inhaler are my new best friends. but i m okay. school starting on monday. dont really know how to feel about it. so yes its home again. my 2nd home. hopefully all goes well :)